i like it here.
a lot. it’s hard to go from having my really great group of friends at home to being forced to meet a ton of people and be instant best friends with them, especially because i’m a little too judgemental in a situation like this. before i went out last night i was alone in my apartment and i had my first feelings of doubt. i had yet to be alone in praha because we’ve been constantly on the go and all of a sudden it hit me that i was kind of feeling insecure about my relationships with people here and i was also just way tired from a long day of adventuring already.
however, i had a fantastic night. i’ve met some really cool people and we went to a super chill club and had a blast. after we left around 3.30, another girl on my program and i really wanted mcdonald’s and we knew there was one over the bridge in a realllly gorgeous but very touristy part of prague. we ended up being the only people on that side of the bridge and it was breathtaking. the most beautiful part of town to yourself post-bar is the secret every guidebook wants to give away but can’t because then it wouldn’t be a secret. it was one of those moments where you’re totally aware that no matter what silly feelings you might have, overall everything is just so incredibly okay with the world in that moment.
it was good. i needed it. i like it here a lot and the fact that i’m so aware that moments like that are going to be happening so frequent makes me all the more ready and willing to conquer stupid moments of doubt in a heartbeat.
